shade184: (HS - Nepeta - Cranky)
My sleep cycle has a way of getting messed up pretty regularly. Usually my solution is to pull an all-nighter, then stay up all of the following day so that I can go to bed on time.

Phase 1 of Operation Shuteye is complete - it's nearly 6AM, and I haven't slept since 10AM yesterday. (Like I said. Messed up.) All I have to do now is Phase 2... stay up the rest of the day? Augh.

I could sleep now, wake up at about midday, and after a late night tonight just progressively go to bed earlier and earlier. Or I could just perservere all day, but I don't think I have enough discipline for that, not unless I drowned myself in video games/webcomics/caffeine/etc, and even then without firm moral support it would be extremely difficult. I want to do it... bleh.

No idea. Knowing the lazy, undisciplined me, I'll probably plod along for a few more hours before passing out.

... yep, there I go, I'm starting to yawn - not long now. I'll just set my alarm and hope I don't want up too late in the afternoon. -_-

shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
So last night I bought Minecraft, to see what the fuss was all about. Let's just say that I've hardly stopped playing since, and leave it at that.

It's actually been rather nice to have such an intense distraction. I haven't written any self-analysis stuff (read: angst) in a few days now, which I think is an improvement. Although I haven't really done much thinking either - about myself or anything - so that could be a problem.

Okay. So the first notable thing that happened is that I failed the job application. Well, that's hardly notable when you consider that I always fail job applications, but whatever. The second notable thing is that this particular company may be hiring again soon, since they're doing some major expanding over the next few years. This is a reputable company, and it's particularly well-known for its excellent treatment of employees. This is backed up by my dad, who recently got a job with this same mob. I would really like a job with this company, if I can get one, so I'll be applying more in the future.

In other news, my computer's working again, and *so far* has been quite reliable in terms of both functionality and internet. We shall see if it holds up. In the meantime, I need to buy a headset.

My brain's fried - again - so I'm probably going to head off to bed, lie down, wriggle around and be unable to get comfortable, curse under my breath, wriggle again, fail again, give up, and get back on the computer. See you in half an hour or so!

shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
Dammit. I finally took people's advice and started trying to write again. Ivan, specifically, I haven't done much work on him.

Someone recommended a great character sheet to me, and I've been working on it. But why do I get the feeling that all I'm writing is bullshit? I mean, I know I can go back and change it later, but it's just not working to begin with.

Fuck it. I'll do it later.

I just want to scrap this bastard and move on. -_- He's going nowhere.
shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
Oh my fucking god. Remind me never to RP again with that character in the room. Never, never, never. Because if I do, Evans will, without a doubt, fucking KILL him.

If there's one kind of person I hate more than anything else in the entire goddamn world, it's fucking. Lawful. Goods. And don't you fucking DARE tell me that "not all Lawful Goods are self-righteous pricks", LET ME HAVE MY MOTHERFUCKING RANT.

Must remember... RP is not real life... must remember... RP is not real life... *breathes deeply*

Goddammit, this is why I stopped roleplaying in the first place. -_- Unless I have time to get into character, I have way too much personal empathy to do it properly without my real self taking over.
shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
Wow. Critical conversation fumble. And by "fumble" I mean "I'll be surprised if she ever talks to me again".

She was right, though. I'm not very perceptive. Not online, at least. Oh, who am I kidding? I'm really quite perceptive, but in all the wrong ways. I notice stuff nobody else picks up on, but when it counts I might as well be blind.

And I know she'll never want to be with someone with perception like mine... to her perception = intelligence.

Fuck.

So...

Feb. 19th, 2010 11:10 pm
shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
... today was alright. My computer was being a bitch, so I took it round to Greg's and we had a look at it. Turns out some program was fucking with the apt-get function, so I couldn't install or autoremove anything.

Fixed that issue (which also got NetHack working again! Whoo!), and then focused on the issue of connectivity errors. Failed miserably.

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