Well then.

Jan. 22nd, 2010 07:15 pm
shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
This is it.

I'm finally on the verge of adulthood. In less than five hours I'll be eighteen years old, and legally a fully-grown human being. I'll be able to buy alcohol; I'll be able to vote; I'll be fully out of my parents' control, and fully into my own.

And you know what? I don't even care. I have this incredible feeling of apathy about it. I don't know why, but it's there.

Should it bother me? Bah, I dunno.




GOD I REALLY WANT TO WRITE RIGHT NOW. But it's not working. My pencil doesn't want to touch the paper, no matter how inspired I am. My fingers refuse to talk, regardless of how eager they are to pump out this journal. (That's actually part of the purpose of this entry - to see if the block is applying to everything written or just my stories.) I have ideas. But GARRRRHH!!!! I'm frustrated by the extreme APATHY I have about it.

Bloody hell. I gotta get my mind off this. Apparently my siblings are going swimming on one of their friend's pool tonight.... maybe I can tag along.


'Night all.
shade184: Undertale - Dr Alphys (Default)
.... I write. Or at least I type. I hate being unable to sleep. :/

So, going to see Avatar tomorrow. In 3D. This'll be my first-ever 3D movie. It'll probably be my last for a while too, considering how damn expensive tickets are.

I hope it lives up to the reputation everyone's giving it.

GAH!! I WANT TO WRITE AGAIN!! *sigh* This is ridiculous. I've had so much writing inspiration forced by various sources into my mind over the last few weeks, and all I have the time to do is shove it to the back of my head, and get on with other things. It'll just sit there, stagnating, until I (finally) find time to write. In the last couple weeks, all I've managed to produce are two paragraphs. Two. I feel like a fucking eight-year-old. P'raps I'll write on the road to Brisbane and back. I'll have time then.

Question to anyone reading this (even if that's only one person - you know who you are XD ): When writing a longish story, do you, personally, have some sort of synopsis, either written or merely mental, before you start? Or do you just have a basic idea of where you want to go and head in that general direction?


Birthday's in less than a week. To my surprise, I'm feeling rather meh about it. True, I feel meh about all my birthdays. But this one's my 18th. I'll finally be a legal adult, and can do whatever the hell I please. But noooo, my mind has to get all "NVM j00 will onlee B 8een. nufin speshal".

Killjoy.


Alrighty then, I'm tired. Finally. At long last, perhaps I can get some shuteye.

'Night all

- Joseph

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