Anna

Just got back from a day up in town. It's after 3pm right now - I haven't slept since about 8pm last night, and am currently in the middle of a caffeine crash. My bed, just to my right, is begging me to come lie down.

If I do that, however, I'm going to fall asleep and not wake up again till about 7 or 8pm, and the cycle will continue, which I don't want. Instead, I'm going to write this in an effort to keep my mind moving and see how long I last. I'm not sure if I'll make it, but I want to try and get to eight or nine o'clock before hitting the sack.

So, what shall I write about? I'm tempted to bitch about several different things, but that will only make me angry and I'll exhaust what little mental energy I have left. And I'm tempted to drop all this and draw, but if I do that I'll probably eventually lie down on my bed (where I'm most comfortable drawing) and fall asleep.

So... um... I actually don't know what to talk about. Whatever comes to my mind, I guess. Something that isn't self-analytical, because it'll likely wind up making me depressed.

Goddammit, I can't think of something. And I really want to go to sleep BUT I CANNOT.

(I would play Left 4 Dead if my fucking internet was working properly.)

Oh well. Maybe I'll just walk away from the computer for a bit. Actually, no I won't. I'll just struggle with Steam for a bit. Or, maybe someone reading this could suggest a discussion topic. :3

If I don't reply within four to six hours from now, I probably gave in and fell asleep.

Oh, man. I am exhausted. I've been up in town since about 8am; it's 4:30pm now and I just got home. I am going to go pass out. Then, I estimate I will wake up between seven and nine o'clock tonight, hungry as anything and desperately craving human company/conversation.

I'll let you know how it goes. :/